How do you say NO when people keep telling you that it should be a YES.

Trying to get back to Writing.

Oh wow, last post was in Jan. So that makes about 10 months away from blogging. That's hell of a long time =)

So anyway, trying to get back to writing, been so busy working, and other stuff =)

But I know I just need to get back to writing, missing it so badly. So here I am writing again.

The first post after 10 months here, I want to write about thinking BIG. Yes BIG.

These past few months has been quite a rough one for me, trying to find a way to move on in my career by looking for opportunities internally, but somehow someway I got a few negative feedback from people in the company telling me that I'm not ready. I was very much disappointed to hear this at first, but then when I start to take time and think about it, I know I am ready to move on, and the right thing to do at that time was to prove them that they're wrong =)

So to me this is the first step to thinking BIG. When you think BIG, you do BIG. Seriously.

The first thing I did was to do some research in the market, to see where I am and how much I'm worth. Got a few interviews here and there and was offered 2 jobs. Went back to the management team and really asked whether really if I can't move on internally, I'm looking for opportunities outside the company.

To cut it short, and the end of the day, I got the internal transfer that I wanted, but because I did what I did (research outside the company) , I understand myself more and know where I want to be. So 'where' I want to be is outside the company, =) so now I'm moving on.

What I learned from this is that just because people tell you that you can't or you're not ready, that doesn't necessarily mean that you are not. What matters is really what you want. If you think you can do it, and be good at it, go on and actually do it!

sakit perut. . . =_______=

Soalan yang mungkin Merobah Hidop anda,hahahaha

Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?

I see myself here. =)

You know where this is? X tahu? Pfft. Sedih sekali.(dgn nada yg paling sarcastic.) This is Greece la kawan. Maafla. Saya sawan sikit hari ni. . Tension. Biasa la tu. haha. Gila ke apa 5 years from now I'll be in Greece. Bapak banyak duit saya. haha. Tipu jeee..

Seriously. I have no idea. =) Maybe...just maybe.. I'll be happily married with kids by then. heheehe.

Just

Disappointed with myself. =)

Firework!

OK.Now that I'm back in the writing mode be prepared with loads of unwanted self indulging posts.

This is my second post in a day! YAY!!

Just to let you know. . . .that I'm sooo in love with K.Perry's new song: Firework.

It's something that you can actually relate to(I know I can.). Problems in life.Feeling so down that you feel so unwanted at times. Nobody to turn on to. Then at the end of the day.. you realize that you have to stop all this and just get up and deal with it.

In desperate need of a new hobby.

I find that my life is quite boring these days. OK. Maybe very boring.

Weekdays: I go to work, mostly already @ home by 9. I take a shower, and I go to bed. Sometimes it's a movie night; so I get to watch a movie at least once a week. and sometimes. . . I have dinner with my friends. That's about it. THAT'S ABOUT IT.

So I think it's time for me to start a new hobby. I love to cook. I love to bake. and what. I have been doing that for years.

Selitan semata mata.Tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati. It's just something that I love to bake. =)

So...what should I do?What kinda hobby fits me...

• Knitting??? Bad idea.
• Sewing?? Even worse.
• Painting? Seriously?

Or maybe...I should start taking language classes? Learn something new? Sounds interesting. Besides that it will cause me quite some amount of money. Yeah. Let's do this! =)

Sheesh. Writing can even help you to make decision?! Wow.